when suddenly i tot of him and started to cry…

i kept having hopes…

i shouldnt… but i cant help it…

sighz.

guess i wasnt as strong as i tot i was…

how can 2 months change everything?

i wanted to hate him and focus on his faults. yet i cant…

why cant i be as hardhearted like him?

i tink i got too agitated.

my head spinned. i felt a tightness in my chest…

suddenly i cant breathe at all.