its quite sad to think about it sometimes. from the times i could blog freely about work, where i’m working, the shitwork, friends, family, bf and anything under the sun 3 years ago. and as i grew older, stepped into the real working world, i grew wiser. i no longer blog much about work, i do not post pictures or identify who i’m dating, i do not show pictures of my family, i withhold information about some aspects of myself which i would like to keep true to myself.
blogging used to be rare then, a few teeny boppers blogging, something unheard of then (huh? simi blog?!), looked as a narcissism diary or website. but now, almost everyone is blogging. from celebrities, aunties, any tom, dick and harry knows whats a blog and they are blogging. (well most of them). i wont be surprised if the ladies in my office are blogging.
infact recently, i went out my then-intern and bumped into her friend. her friend turned to me and exclaimed ‘hey i know you! i read your blog!’. something new to me. i was shocked and shy. just muttered a few words and felt like digging a hole in the ground. don’t get me wrong. it was a new experience for me. i dont consider myself wide-read at all.
one of the barflies told me once, whats wrong with blogging? she blogs openly and her colleagues/bosses probably know she does blog too.
in a way, i’m a bit embarrassed about blogging. i wouldnt want colleagues (those older than me) or bosses to know of this secret life of mine. the crazy aspects of nadia, camwhoring like nobody’s business or the tearful, emotional side of me. as much as i have published my life as it is on my blog, public as it may be, i do value my privacy. ironic isnt it?
there are many issues i would like to blog about but i’m not sure who is reading. i do suspect some people of the office has had seen my blog but how much this is true, i wont know. aside from that, there are many issues that i would love to blog about, to get out all my anger about such stuff, e.g. school and work or maybe even tiger! but how do u do so without them reading the entries? the best solution? lock up those entries.
i’ll be locking up some entries on my blog. trusted friends and long time readers would be able to get access to the entries. if you’ll like the password, comment here with your email address.
and if i dont reply to you in a timely fashion, i’m sorry. exams are in few days time (and procrastinator me hasnt even started studying!). pls be patient with me. 🙂