despite the rather fun and face paced weekend, i felt rather melancholy today. there is this feeling of sadness which seems to linger in me today. suddenly i feel so lonely and sad. usually i’m chirpy at work. but i find it so hard to crack a smile today.
has the emotional side of me broken out once again? or is there something more to what i have been feeling today?
i have not felt this feeling for a very long time. and it scares me that its back.
pride before a fall. and its all pride which is pulling me back. it seems better this way. and yet once again, i wonder and i miss. and yet, this loneliness feeling overwhelms me.
in actual fact, i realise what i have been feeling today….