Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breath deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn’t let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can’t outrun it and life always makes more.
Thanks for all your comments, emails, sms-es and msns. I’m sorry that I didn’t reply. I just needed to be alone. Truth to be told, I don’t think I’m emotionally stable yet. Somehow or rather, I keep blaming myself for not being there and there were times where I wondered if Kabus had fell sick because she thought I had deserted her. Give me time and I’ll be back. (but please do not ask me about how I’m feeling or talk about Kabus. Just don’t. please.)
Afterall, life doesn’t stop does it? There’s still assignments to be done, exams coming up and a new job waiting for me come Monday. There’s entries I need to blog about, emails I need to reply and friends I need to meet up with.
Get ready! I’ll be back! 🙂
Do take care. I understand your grief as my bunny passed away last sep due to choking. I was crying for weeks.
Hope you feel better soon!
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love you, dear.. *hugs*
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take all the time you need.
hugz
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That’s part of life, something gotta come and go, so u gotta live with it and learnt thru it.
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Hey nadnut,
Take care
Hope u feeling better =)
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hi nadia, i hope you remember me, i’m katherine! your hospi junior. i gather that kabus is your cat? well, the thing is, i have an old cat too, and i’ll be going away for a while soon, and i’ve been very worried that he’ll leave when i’m away. if you’re ready to talk about it, do drop me an email. (=
hope you’re feeling better. the sense of loss is never easy to get over; i’ve lost enough pets to know that.
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