have all i every wanted is not what i want after all? have i been chasing after an impossible dream?
it is an enigma, for now i do not know i want. i’m confused, puzzled and heart is in a turmoil. i question myself and yet i have no answers.
i know not what i want anymore. i have wasted my time. it has all been a waste of time. i have been the fool.
do i stick to it? or do i chase after the new dream? have i let routine run my life?
what should i do? i do not know now. it is after all an impossible dream.