As some of you long time readers may know… My blog was never always about the happier things in life. It used to be a rather emo and dark blog. Filled with cynical thoughts, unhappy me and all. As the years passed by, I became happier in a certain extent.
I learnt to let go, and to be happier with myself. Thus I moved my blog to be more of a lifestyle blog rather than a very personal blog. Happier nadnut = less emo posts?
But recently, I’ve been feeling afraid. For some reason… Things have been good so far, I’m happy, way too happy. Just have a bad feeling that things will screw up soon. Why do I feel this way? I’m scared to feel too happy, it’s as if I’m afraid that the happiness is a farce or that it’ll be snatched away soon. It’s as if I’m afraid I’ll jinx things.
Do you guys feel the same way too?