im still alive. juz feel like being alone. let me heal by myself yeah? thanks. anyway i asked him to rethink over his decision within a months time for the sake of what was us and all we have been thru. and i found out tat he mite not bother at all. if u wun …
Month: April 2005
i tot i was able to move on… when suddenly i tot of him and started to cry… i kept having hopes… i shouldnt… but i cant help it… sighz. guess i wasnt as strong as i tot i was… how can 2 months change everything? i wanted to hate him and focus on his …
i spent 200 juz now… yeap.. though i feel de pinch… its ok.. coz i spent it on my mum. bought her a diamond necklace and pendant for mother’s day… i noticed everytime i spend on my ex-es, they neva ever spend the same amount on money on me. even buying my bdae pendant also …
went for de interview today… hope everything runs smooth… at least let me see the rainbow after de rain… how do u knoe when to give up? and when to hold on? wat if u give up and u will regret it for life? what if u hold on and it juz waste ur time, …