Announcements Yours truly...

she’s back.

yes she is.

i had intended to stay away for a longer period of time, a month at least, or even 2 or 3.

why was i away? friends asked/emailed/sms-ed. i didn’t really had the answer to it.

i was battling many emotions in myself and i didn’t know how to handle them and i didnt wanted to throw it out to anyone or blog for that matter.

the feeling of betrayal, hurt, suspicion, resentment, unworthy, feeling stupid, that was how i felt and yes, i nearly walked away from a relationship. i’m feeling really tired about everything and perhaps making a clean break would be better.

i have calmed down (somewhat) but i guess i still need my outlet to vent. i can’t seem to really talk about it in real life, be it face to face, msn or calls, but thru writing, it seriously feels better.

my very own theraphy.

i have been considering making changes to my life, be it love, career, education and all. drastic changes. and these decisions will affect everything i have now.

i’ll need time to think, and hopefully a little bit more luck. wish me luck, hopefully i’ll have a makeover on my life. and hopefully i’ll have the answer by january 2007.

sometimes what you have, is not what you want ain’t it? sigh. it’s gonna be a bit more emotional here (not that it has never been with emo me).

bitchy and emo posts coming soon. you have been warned!

Comments

  1. glad to see you back! 🙂

    been going thru some similar emotional tussle recently, mainly coz of my job and personal feelings. felt like u, couldn’t write it down, much as i wanted to, though inside me, my heart seemed to be bursting soon.

    yeah, time will help u decide what you want soon!
    best of luck to you!

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  2. not sure exactly what happen, but whatever it is just hang on! you will do great! really nice to see you and your friends again. Stay happy!

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  3. glad to see you back.

    sometimes, as we grow, we move on faster than the people around us. and that is when you look back and decide ‘hey maybe i need something new to engage me.’

    it happens. so take your time and make the right choices. all the best.

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  4. oh well…my blog’s also where i vent my frustrations n what nots…there’s nowhere else to vent abt these issue..so hello blog!

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