Don’t get me wrong, It’s not like I am a total bitch all of the time. On the contrary, I think I’m 70% easygoing at times. As I grow older, I find that I tend to take things easier and I hardly explode that much (compared to last time la!) unless things get really bad.
But this actually makes it worse!
Instead of confronting friends and having a “showdown”, I tend to just shut them out of my life instead. I will shut them out for months or even years or even forever. Especially when I “ren” for so long or if I’ve taken enough bullshit.
I have no qualms to pressing the “delete” button. If I get hurt/disappointed once by someone, there’s a chance it’ll happen again. My defense mechanism will then be activated almost immediately.
I never did say that I was a nice person, did I?