Friends
what the hell is the problem with guys?

argh!!!!!

nothing is wrong with me!!!! please lor…. juz coz im sianzed abt tomolo’s outing coz ariel is not going… what gives u the impression tat something is wrong with me?

jus listen to myself speak? and its not the way nadia is speaking?

-_-“

firstly. i dun talk de way u do.

i dun go all sarcastic and cold on my frens. i keep quiet when u do. coz perhaps ur having a bad day..

but it has been happening a LOT of times. and believe me. whatever feelings that i do have left, DOES get hurt.

but hey…

“look .. i’m sorry i was sarcastic .. i noe u do care and i’ve not exactly been the best fren in ur current situation .. i jus duno how to be there for u in this time and also im not sure if i can .. u wana include me in alot of things which alot i wan to go but i can’t! the more i wan the more u ask but i jus can’t .. and cos of tat i get irritated .. its wrong i noe and i’m just being selfish .. gimme time .. i’ll rid tat habit .. sori again ..”

I HAVE NEVA ASKED U TO BE THERE. INFACT I HAVE NEVER ASKED ANYONE TO BE THERE.

do forgive me if i irritate u by asking u out.

U CAN ALWAYS SAY NO. AND I DUN ASK U OUT OFTEN.

and enuf is enuf. have fun in ur own sarcastic life. coz i juz fucking irritate u by asking u out. and i wont anymore. i wont bother to care anymore.

i already gave our friendship a shot the last time. and if this is it to u. i wont bother anymore.
and i knoe u’ll read tis.

i had it with guys. officially blocked two guys who i used to care for. argh. guys are jerks.

im turning lesbian tomorrow.