hmmm. camwhoring makes me feel much betta… not reallie… anyway, tinking of changing my name. not changing but adding another name. guess its another part of me trying to get something new to symbolise a new beginning… anyway, de pics… and i dun feel much betta..
Year: 2005
im still alive. juz feel like being alone. let me heal by myself yeah? thanks. anyway i asked him to rethink over his decision within a months time for the sake of what was us and all we have been thru. and i found out tat he mite not bother at all. if u wun …
i tot i was able to move on… when suddenly i tot of him and started to cry… i kept having hopes… i shouldnt… but i cant help it… sighz. guess i wasnt as strong as i tot i was… how can 2 months change everything? i wanted to hate him and focus on his …
i spent 200 juz now… yeap.. though i feel de pinch… its ok.. coz i spent it on my mum. bought her a diamond necklace and pendant for mother’s day… i noticed everytime i spend on my ex-es, they neva ever spend the same amount on money on me. even buying my bdae pendant also …