Monthly Archives: April 2005

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what the hell is the problem with guys?

argh!!!!!

nothing is wrong with me!!!! please lor.... juz coz im sianzed abt tomolo's outing coz ariel is not going... what gives u the impression tat something is wrong with me?

jus listen to myself speak? and its not the way nadia is speaking?

-_-"

firstly. i dun talk de way u do.

i dun go all sarcastic and cold on my frens. i keep quiet when u do. coz perhaps ur having a bad day..

but it has been happening a LOT of times. and believe me. whatever feelings that i do have left, DOES get hurt.

but hey...

"look .. i'm sorry i was sarcastic .. i noe u do care and i've not exactly been the best fren in ur current situation .. i jus duno how to be there for u in this time and also im not sure if i can .. u wana include me in alot of things which alot i wan to go but i can't! the more i wan the more u ask but i jus can't .. and cos of tat i get irritated .. its wrong i noe and i'm just being selfish .. gimme time .. i'll rid tat habit .. sori again .."

I HAVE NEVA ASKED U TO BE THERE. INFACT I HAVE NEVER ASKED ANYONE TO BE THERE.

do forgive me if i irritate u by asking u out.

U CAN ALWAYS SAY NO. AND I DUN ASK U OUT OFTEN.

and enuf is enuf. have fun in ur own sarcastic life. coz i juz fucking irritate u by asking u out. and i wont anymore. i wont bother to care anymore.

i already gave our friendship a shot the last time. and if this is it to u. i wont bother anymore.
and i knoe u'll read tis.

i had it with guys. officially blocked two guys who i used to care for. argh. guys are jerks.

im turning lesbian tomorrow.

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i need a tan.

else i will like casper... BAH!

work is so so so so fast paced... woah. time passes by really fast..

but i guess its interesting... argh. their grooming me so that they can ship me somewhere posh. argh. i will have to deal with those platinum and infinite card holders...

argh. kill me please. dun groom me!!!

long weekend tis week... wondering wat to do... anyway do i look mixed to u?

all my colleagues tink im mixed... weird. and its a combo u'll neva believe...

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bah. imageshack aint working. my pics disappeared... grrr.

anyway, a quote i read somewhere..

"Never Say I Love You if U don't care. Never Talk about feelings if they aren't really there. Never Touch A Life if you mean to break a Heart. Never say U Will, if U don't plan to start. Never look in the eye when all U do is lie. The Cruellest thing a Guy can Do to a girl, is to Let Her Fall In Love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall..."

how true.

why bring me up so high juz to drop me all the way?

why share wiv my so many dreams juz to take them away?

anyway, no salsa class tis saturday ... sad.

but got salsa class outing at union square on friday! 😀

am going for trial sessions on sunday, exotic cardio class and body rock (some hip hop)...

hope i can lose weight...

hahaa. my 3 goals at the moment.

sad. my dream job neva call me!!!!! left thursday & friday. if they dun call... oh well..

sobz!

mite go bangkok in august!!! see if all work out. i got lobang! anyone interested juz leave me a comment!

gotta bathe!

wat do u tink of de name christel?

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hmmm. camwhoring makes me feel much betta... not reallie... anyway, tinking of changing my name. not changing but adding another name.

guess its another part of me trying to get something new to symbolise a new beginning...

anyway, de pics...











and i dun feel much betta..