The suckiest thing about being single after being in a long term relationship is feeling lost.
It’s that weird feeling. You do not know what to do, you’re unused to the changes and everything just feels so unfamiliar. It feels kinda like the first day of school, you do not know what to expect, you feel so alone and time just passes by really slowly. Or even like changing jobs after being stuck in a dead end job for ages.
It’s like, I used to spend every god damn weekend with Tiger back then and now, I suddenly feel a huge gap. I’m suddenly free every weekend now. Thank god, I was never a sticky girlfriend. If I had spent everyday with him like some of the other couples I know, imagine how big a gap I’ll feel?
Speaking about feeling lost, what’s worse is going back into the dating game. Starting from scratch, probably being mindfucked, oh I hate those mindfucking games. The “does he like me? does this mean something?” thoughts but yet if you ask, you’re being too forward and will probably scare the guy off way too soon.
Men. Can’t live with them, can’t live without them.