have u ever felt that you are stucked in a rut? of how you are staying put somewhere just because you are familiar with the place but not because you love where you are?
or how you have been with someone for many years just because you loved him and because you are in your comfort zone? or how you are in that job for many many years just because you know how it works, you are comfortable with the colleagues, the jobscope and am afraid of trying something new?
do you love or did you loved? how do you break free? isnt it unfair to the other party if you tell them you need a change?
how do you know if this is what you really want? have you stayed just because of a responsibility? because it would be unfair to call it quits after trying so long? after searching for so many and you thought this was the one love you can see yourself settling down with, that this is the one job that you see yourself in?
how do you just know?
are you afraid to try something new, just because you may regret the new path you have taken? do u feel sometimes u really love the current scenario and yet sometimes u dont feel anything?
maybe you have not loved fully, maybe you have never given your heart to him. maybe.
how do you hope when you have given up on hope itself? how do you love when you dont believe in love? how do you live when you have given up on life itself? how do you?
what do you do when the emptiness in your heart does not fill no matter what you do? maybe you are incapable of loving anyone and thats including yourself.
do you stay awake at night,wondering when will it all stop? do u live your life feeling sick and tired of it all?
what do you do?