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all these mixed emotions…

one of my favourite savage garden songs. “tears of pearl”. its amazing that a few months ago, things were so much different. but now, things have taken a 180 degrees turn. feeling a bit bitter. disillusioned. demoralised. tired. just sick of everything. i hate feeling this way. i need a pick-me-up. to less negative entries. …

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the good and the bad.

the good: i went to best denki to “bio” my new lappy. (yes, yours truly went to buy a laptop w/o looking at it) and was very pleased with what i saw. 🙂 and yes, i bought the laptop before i made up my mind… so … yours truly is broke. doh. the bad: aside …

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confused.

just when i’ve made up my mind, something just HAS to happen. now, with that, i’m back to square one. i seriously cant decide. as much i would like to be selfish and follow my heart, i cant seem to make up my mind to do so. the fear of failure, of bitching, of scorn …

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