what the hell is the problem with guys?

argh!!!!!

nothing is wrong with me!!!! please lor…. juz coz im sianzed abt tomolo’s outing coz ariel is not going… what gives u the impression tat something is wrong with me?

jus listen to myself speak? and its not the way nadia is speaking?

-_-“

firstly. i dun talk de way u do.

i dun go all sarcastic and cold on my frens. i keep quiet when u do. coz perhaps ur having a bad day..

but it has been happening a LOT of times. and believe me. whatever feelings that i do have left, DOES get hurt.

but hey…

“look .. i’m sorry i was sarcastic .. i noe u do care and i’ve not exactly been the best fren in ur current situation .. i jus duno how to be there for u in this time and also im not sure if i can .. u wana include me in alot of things which alot i wan to go but i can’t! the more i wan the more u ask but i jus can’t .. and cos of tat i get irritated .. its wrong i noe and i’m just being selfish .. gimme time .. i’ll rid tat habit .. sori again ..”

I HAVE NEVA ASKED U TO BE THERE. INFACT I HAVE NEVER ASKED ANYONE TO BE THERE.

do forgive me if i irritate u by asking u out.

U CAN ALWAYS SAY NO. AND I DUN ASK U OUT OFTEN.

and enuf is enuf. have fun in ur own sarcastic life. coz i juz fucking irritate u by asking u out. and i wont anymore. i wont bother to care anymore.

i already gave our friendship a shot the last time. and if this is it to u. i wont bother anymore.

and i knoe u’ll read tis.

i had it with guys. officially blocked two guys who i used to care for. argh. guys are jerks.

im turning lesbian tomorrow.